Friday, May 1, 2015

Reflections on the Love of God......

Compilation of thoughts written for a devotional blog:


1. We need God’s love

“I am the door. If anyone enters by me, he will be saved and will go in and out and find pasture. The thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy. I came that they may have life and have it abundantly. I am the good shepherd. The good shepherd lays down his life for the sheep.”
John 10:9-11

The Cost  (author unknown)

So this was the cost
the price you had to pay for me

to be with me

to save me

to redeem me
You laid down here for me
Hung here for me

Died here for me

You laid down here for me
As they laughed at you

And said who’s hitting you

You laid down here for me

As they nailed you
Impaled you
You laid here as nails cut you, pierced you, 
You laid down here for me

You hung here for me as they mocked you
Jew King, here’s your crown so come down and be king
You hung here for me as your breath wouldn't come

And the blood wouldn't stop

and nails or no nails you still are God

and could have come down
and made the pain stop and made the laughs stop
but you hung here for me

You died here for me
As you said

it is finished

And now there is nothing left,

But the horror of this place
And I want to turn away, to walk away, to run away
To just forget without regret
All the horror of this place
Of the blood on your face
And the pain of the nails and the hole in your side
But I can’t turn away cause I need to be saved

And if this is what it takes for me to know you
To be with you

to find you

if this is what it takes for you to save me

Then I can’t look away
Cause I need you to save
this soul that cries out for you,
dies for you,
reaches for you
If this is what it takes then I all I can say is
Crucify! Crucify! Crucify!
Cause I need to be saved
And I, 
I can’t pay the cost



2. God’s love cannot be removed

“Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Shall tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or danger, or sword? As it is written, “For your sake we are being killed all the day long; we are regarded as sheep to be slaughtered.” No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. For I am sure that neither death nor life, nor angels nor rulers, nor things present nor things to come, nor powers, nor height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord.”
Romans 8: 35-39

Recently I saw an illustration of water in a clear plastic bottle.  The bottle was turned sideways, upside down, each and every direction and the water inside adjusted and stayed relatively calm despite what was happening to the bottle on the outside.

The bottle was compared to difficulties and unexpected things in this world.  The water was the peace of God in our hearts when we are connected to His Holy Spirit and remain steadfastly sure of His love for us. 

I can’t think of anything else more important to address in our hearts than comprehending, accepting, reveling in, and allowing ourselves to be filled with His love.  It’s the unit of wholeness and the measure of sacrifice by which all else of life ebbs and flow.  It’s the blood in our veins, the strength in our bones, the bringer of joy in our hearts. 

We are, we exist, through His love.  Nothing, but us, has the power to tear that away.  And even if we try to walk away, He loves us still.




3. God’s love is more vast than we can imagine

“Where can I go from Your love?

Or where can I flee from Your love?

If I ascent into heaven, Your love is there.
If I make my bed in hell, behold, Your love is there.
If I take the wings of the morning,
And dwell in the uttermost parts of the sea,
Even there Your love shall lead me,
And Your love shall hold me.
If I say, “Surely the darkness shall fall on me,”
Even the night shall be light about me;
Indeed the darkness shall not hide me from Your love.”
Ps. 139:7-12

The Love of God
By Fredrick Lehman

The love of God is greater far
than tongue or pen can ever tall;
It goes beyond the highest star
and reaches to the lowest hell.

Could we with ink the ocean fill,
and were the skies of parchment made,
were every stone on earth a quill,
and every man a scribe by trade,
to write the love of God above
would drain the ocean dry.
Nor could the scroll contain the whole,
Though stretched from sky to sky.

The last stanza was inspired by a message scratched in the wall of an insane asylum discovered after the author had been buried. 

Sometimes the lowest points of our lives leave us struggling to comprehend God’s love.  Does He really care after all?  How much?  These thoughts can drive us a bit mad at times but at other times the knowledge of His love are all that we have left to cling to. 

Trying our best to grasp His love is essential to the internal theology that guides us. 

He is there.  His love is more vast than we can imagine.


4. God’s love is undeserved

“In this is love, not that we have loved God but that he loved us and sent his Son to be the propitiation for our sins.”
I John 4: 10

Events of life have challenged an unconscious theology as a long-term follower of Jesus that went something like this: “I will serve You and am willing to sacrifice for You---but in doing that I expect that You will look after me and those I love and make sure that nothing tooooo bad happens.”

Oh, I would have never consciously or rationally have said that, but that’s what I've often unconsciously assumed.  Then I've been surprised, and hurt, and sometimes angry when God doesn't keep His part of that particular, ridiculous, one-sided bargain. 

That internal thought process is flawed in so many ways.  A major way is the assumption in that that somehow I deserve good things.  That my good works and service could possibly be enough to make up for all that I am not.

Nope, I’m a sinner.  I’m a pretty ‘good’ person by the standard of the world, but I have murdered in my heart.  I've done lots and lots of ‘good’ but I've been unkind, impatient, and have thought badly of others.  I’m mostly accepting of differences but can suddenly be highly prejudiced too.  I think that I’m in the right more than I should.  I've held anger in my heart.  I've been bitter.  I've been untrustworthy.   Proud.  I’m flawed.

I’m flawed.  I don’t deserve good because of what I do.  I need to be saved.  And it’s only by His love that I am.

What unconscious internal theology might be giving YOU a skewed view of God’s love today?

Note:  In looking for stock images for this blog I was surprised to find numerous ones that said, "You deserve God's love."  Whaaaaaaaaa?  Is that the outcome of an entitlement society?  Interesting.  We ARE valuable and worth love because we are created in His image, but as far as 'deserve'...........


5. He has already proven His love.

“Blessed be the Lord, for he has wondrously shown his steadfast love to me.”
Psalm 31:21

Catching up with old friends is lots of fun; finding out the new and reminiscing over the old.  There’s something refreshingly precious about reconnecting with someone who’s known us for a long time.  It never takes long until the ‘remember when’s’ start.  “Remember when……..,” bringing laughter and the joy of shared experience.

Brothers and sisters in Him remind us of more than that.  They can help us see past today and remember what love God has already shown to us, through us, and around us.  Things that we hadn't thought of for ages on our own.

The Bible is God’s historical love letter to us as well telling us over and over; “Remember when I…….,” stories of His indescribable love.  They remind us just WHO our Great Lover is, what great lengths He will go to for us, how excessively worthy of awe that He is, how baffling the concept is but how great is His love for us.

Whether it’s from His Word or examples from our own lives, when we remember that He’s still the same God that He was back then, it reinforces His love for us in the present.  He was with us, He’s still for us, He loves us.

Doubting His loving care today?  Look back, remember when, and be encouraged and actively, “Abide in my (His) love.”  (John 15:9)

Response:  God, I’m sorry for the times that I doubt your love.  Like the Israelites in the wilderness how quickly I forget the great things that You've already done.  Help me to walk through the unseen of today secure in the fact that Your love hasn't changed---and that it never will.


6. God’s love is our Source.

“Not only that, but we rejoice in our sufferings, knowing that suffering produces endurance, and endurance produces character, and character produces hope, and hope does not put us to shame, because God’s love has been poured into our hearts through the Holy Spirit who has been given to us.” 
Romans 5:3-5

I've always had an inner sarcastic chuckle about the word ‘rejoice’ when connected to suffering.  I can rejoice now about past suffering because I can see what it’s taught me and where it’s brought me---but rejoicing isn’t exactly my initial response. 

Maybe that’s because my understanding of God’s love is so limited.  Because I don’t instantly trust the good of the outcome or the positive aspects of the journey itself.  Because I don’t totally, completely, and irresolutely trust Him as much as I’d like.

But the last part of this passage does make me rejoice.  I love the visual image that ‘pour’ brings.  A huge frosted jug pouring thirst quenching liquid into a parched and desperate vessel.  A never-ending Source of love.  When I remember that suffering hollows me out so that I can receive more of that love---then I’m desperate for it.  I can rejoice in it when His love is the focus and not the suffering. 

It makes me think of this C.S. Lewis quote, “Imagine yourself as a living house. God comes in to rebuild that house. At first, perhaps, you can understand what He is doing. He is getting the drains right and stopping the leaks in the roof and so on; you knew that those jobs needed doing and so you are not surprised. But presently He starts knocking the house about in a way that hurts abominably and does not seem to make any sense. What on earth is He up to? The explanation is that He is building quite a different house from the one you thought of - throwing out a new wing here, putting on an extra floor there, running up towers, making courtyards. You thought you were being made into a decent little cottage: but He is building a palace. He intends to come and live in it Himself.” 

He’s remaking us to contain more of His love, His love is our Source through all that life throws at us, and He’s pouring it out for us today.

Response:  Lord, empty our hearts of the things that only steal, kill, and destroy.  Fill us up with You.  We’re desperate for Your love to be our Source today.  Make us a conduit that then pours out Your love for others.



7. God’s love is our strength.

“So that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith—that you, being rooted and grounded in love, may have strength to comprehend with all the saints what is the breadth and length and height and depth, and to know the love of Christ that surpasses knowledge, that you may be filled with all the fullness of God.”
Eph. 3:17-19

One of the mysteries of God is that in continuation of relationship with Him we discover more and more of WHO He is than we could previously understand, and we can then comprehend more and more of His love for us. 

This verse states that we first need to be grounded in His love, to have enough strength to then comprehend His love, and that then we will be filled with the ‘fullness of God.’ 

It makes me think of layers of an onion, the infinity symbol, or ripples in a pond; things dependent on each other that then continue together.  Or the age old question of which came first, the chicken or the egg? (I saw on Facebook the other day a post saying that someone had ordered a chicken and an egg on Ebay and was waiting to see which one came first!) But the point is that we need God’s love to have the strength to understand His love, to further understand more of His love. 

Basically it keeps us looking to Him because His love surpasses our limited knowledge.  And through His love we find the strength to find more love......and on and on.

Response:  God, thank you that you are an unfathomable well of strength for us.  Thank you that as we embrace You and Your love for us that you brace us for the battles that today may bring.  Please continue to show us more and more of your love, so that we can know you more and serve you better.


 8. God’s love empowers us.

“This is my commandment, that you love one another as I have loved you.  Greater love has no one than this, that someone lay down his life for his friends.”
John 15: 12-13

Many of us want to be self-sacrificial.  We probably wouldn't be reading this particular blog if we weren't wired that way!  But our ‘self’ is so limited.  When we give and give of our own strength, we quite quickly give away all that we have.  

It’s such a simple concept, knowing that it’s only through HIS love that we can continue to give, but such an easy one to lose a grip on in the busy business of giving. 

We must first receive.  It’s His love after all, not our own.  That is crucial and the weak link in the process for many:  being refreshed along the way, diving deep into His love first before we overflow to others.  The understood part of this verse is that we are already receivers of His love, not just in concept but in personal revelation, otherwise we will live in constant deficit and eventually be no good to anyone.

But receiving only is like storing up more mangoes than you can eat yourself; they quickly become rotten and are also good for no one.  Love is meant to be given away.  Sacrificially, through His example.

“God is love. Therefore love. Without distinction, without calculation, without procrastination, love. ~ Henry Drummond

Love with HIS love.  That’s where the power to live and love sacrificially lies

Response:  Lord, we need Your love today.  We acknowledge that we can do nothing without You.  It’s Your love and only Your love that empowers us to follow the example of Jesus on the cross and lay down our lives for others.



9. His love redeems us as sons and daughters.

“See what great love the Father has lavished on us, that we should be called children of God! And that is what we are! The reason the world does not know us is that it did not know him. Dear friends, now we are children of God, and what we will be has not yet been made known. But we know that when Christ appears, we shall be like him, for we shall see him as he is.
 I John 3:1-2

Children of God, sons and daughters, through His love!  What a mystery that we can come into His presence and become like Christ.  The lyrics below express the wonder of the privilege, through His love, of approaching His throne as accepted as His very own.  We will be perfect like Him then, but His Presence is already there for us now.
Boldly I Approach, by The Rend Collective
By grace alone somehow I stand
Where even angels fear to tread

Invited by redeeming love

Before the throne of God above

He pulls me close with nail-scarred hands

Into His everlasting arms

When condemnation grips my heart
And Satan tempts me to despair
I hear the voice that scatters fear
The Great I Am the Lord is here
Oh praise the One who fights for me
And shields my soul eternally


Behold the bright and risen Son
More beauty than this world has known

I'm face to face with Love Himself

His perfect spotless righteousness

A thousand years, a thousand tongues

Are not enough to sing His praise


Boldly I approach Your throne
Blameless now I'm running home

By Your blood I come

Welcomed as Your own

Into the arms of majesty


Response:  Great, mighty, merciful God; thank you for making us sons and daughters through Your love.

10. God is love.
“So we have come to know and to believe the love that God has for us. God is love, and whoever abides in love abides in God, and God abides in him.  This is how love is made complete among us so that we will have confidence on the day of judgment: In this world we are like Jesus. There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out fear, because fear has to do with punishment. The one who fears is not made perfect in love.
We love because he first loved us.”
I John 4:16-19

Since we know that ‘God is love,’ our vision of who God is can become quite skewed by our misunderstanding of love itself.  The outworking of the love of humanity is so obviously flawed that it makes the concept of Perfect Love beyond our imagination. 

We often look at it backwards.  We try to understand God based on our own misconceptions of love, when we should be looking at the Source to determine what love is to start with.

“God is Love. And because God is Love, He gets to define Love: Love is not always agreement with someone, but it is always sacrifice for someone. Love is always for us.  God is always good and we are always loved. That defines everything. Everything.”     ~Ann  Voskamp

Let’s hold fast to discovering Him, more and more of Him, and let that understanding show us what love really is------and be amazed!

Response: God, we are so small. We think we are wise, but there is so much that we don’t understand.  Please, show us YOUR love so that we can be a conduit in this world that is dying without You.  Open our eyes, clarify our thoughts and make us more like You.




11. God’s love deserves an honest response.

 “Jesus answered, “Very truly I tell you, you are looking for me, not because you saw the signs I performed but because you ate the loaves and had your fill.  Do not work for food that spoils, but for food that endures to eternal life, which the Son of Man will give you. For on him God the Father has placed his seal of approval………..
 ......From this time many of his disciples turned back and no longer followed him.
“You do not want to leave too, do you?” Jesus asked the Twelve.
Simon Peter answered him, “Lord, to whom shall we go? You have the words of eternal life.”           John 6:26-27, 66-68

Do you ever try to pretend with God?  Sometimes we try to convince ourselves that what we are doing or thinking is OK when we really know otherwise.  Our prayers can be full of untruths as we try to justify ourselves to the All-Knowing One.  But the Holy Spirit is there to cut through our defense and denial and speak life-changing truth into our world. 
It’s not that the twelve were never unfaithful, that they didn't struggle to understand what He was teaching them, that they weren't selfish or fought among themselves; but what they didn't do was turn away
God already knows our hearts.  He knows when our motives are impure and when what we actually want is something from Him.  Yet, His heart is still to love, forgive, and accept us just the way that we are.  He loved us first and after we've tasted and come to understand even a fraction of that love we can only turn towards Him and say like Peter,” Lord, to whom shall we go?”

Response: Lord, we are humbled by and thankful for Your steadfast love.  Even when we repeatedly fail You, You love.  Let us turn towards you with honest hearts today and change in the ways we need to, so we can embrace Your heart of love for us.

11. God’s love prompts a response of devotion to Him.

“I love the Lord, for he heard my voice;

    he heard my cry for mercy.

 Because he turned his ear to me,

    I will call on him as long as I live…….

…. What shall I return to the Lord

    for all his goodness to me?

I will lift up the cup of salvation

    and call on the name of the Lord.

I will fulfill my vows to the Lord

    in the presence of all his people.

Precious in the sight of the Lord

    is the death of his faithful servants.

Truly I am your servant, Lord;

    I serve you just as my mother did;

    you have freed me from my chains.
I will sacrifice a thank offering to you

    and call on the name of the Lord.

I will fulfill my vows to the Lord

    in the presence of all his people,

in the courts of the house of the Lord
    in your midst, Jerusalem.

Praise the Lord.
-  Psalm 116.1-2,12-19

As we've reflected on the Love of God perhaps we've been reminded of an aspect of Him that we hadn't considered for a while.  Or maybe something that we've noticed for the first time.  Whatever we may or may not have noticed, one thing is certain; our hearts were made to respond to Divine love. 
Perhaps one of the most beautiful reflections of God’s love of all time was written by Isaac Watts:

“When I survey the wondrous cross

On which the Prince of glory died,

My richest gain I count but loss,

And pour contempt on all my pride.


Forbid it, Lord, that I should boast,
Save in the death of Christ my God;
All the vain things that charm me most--
I sacrifice them to His blood.

See, from His head, His hands, His feet,
Sorrow and love flow mingled down;
Did e'er such love and sorrow meet,
Or thorns compose so rich a crown?

Were the whole realm of nature mine,
That were a present far too small:
Love so amazing, so Divine,
Demands my soul, my life, my all.”


Response: Jesus, Your love is more than we could ever fathom.  Please let it fill our hearts and fill our minds until there is nothing left besides You.  Our souls, our lives, our all.  Yours.


Tuesday, March 10, 2015

When we've got nuthin'.........

We had just finished a long trail on our bikes.  The hardiest of the group were biking up a mountain just then, but I stayed behind to sit under a tree.


Sometimes I laugh at myself because if I weren't a follower of Jesus I'd probably be sort of New Age or of the tree hugger camp.  Creation really resonates with me, but I know that when I let Creation whisper to my soul that I'm really communing with Him.

I looked at the lacy leaves of THIS year but leaned back against the trunk and felt wind vibrations in something that had weathered many years of storms.  The past, the present.  It spoke to me of consistency.  This tree was a bringer of shade, a source of beauty, a place for birds to nest for years and years.  Constant.

How much more constant is our King.

The guesthouse was a former nunnery, so I bet that I was not the first Seeker to sit under this tree.  Not the first to commune with the Maker under its branches.  Not the first to lean against its trunk and find peace.

Consistency.
His care, constant.
His love, constant.
His faithfulness, constant.

"And he said, "My presence will go with you, and I will give you rest."
Ex. 33:14


Even before we reached home, turmoil.  The pain of someone that I dearly love's world folding into mine.  I took comfort in the reminder that He is constant and that nothing had changed, but how did I get that from my brain back into my heart as well?  

His constancy is a steady, sturdy cord through the ages there for us to grasp.  It is the brawny bond that catches us when we fail, that holds us and comforts us when all else fails.  It is the gentle silken strand that wraps is in an embrace and brings peace when there should be none.......................................................................

I wrote the above weeks ago but my keyboard's been silent since.  Putting sentences together has been hard, but the message above has carried me through.  Mid-life health issues exhausted but HE is constant.  There are periods of time where the trials seem greater than the joys, but HE never changes.

On Sunday our pastor had everyone consider the multitudes like Jesus did and write down what we have to offer.  What God-given talents, abilities, resources, etc, were we willing to be generous with on behalf of others?

A great exercise to help us think outside the box and think about giving, but right now I feel like all I have to give is Jesus and His love.  That's it.  But that's actually not a bad place to be because His "power works best in weakness" and 'when I am weak, He is strong." (2 Cor. 12: 9-11)

And HE is constant.

The times where we were able to most grasp His love------His love is STILL the same, unchanged.
When the peace that passes understanding eludes us------the unending Source is still there.
When we think we're being utterly faithless------HE is still constant, every second of every day.
When we feel like what we do determines who we are------HIS value of us never fluctuates.

As for today, I still got nuthin'.  Not much to say, not much to give and I'm terribly inconsistent.

But that's OK in this season because I abide 'in Him' and HE is constant.  And if you are in that place with me right now, that place of hiatus, remember that you are still totally, absolutely and 100% completely loved, too.

"Abide in my love." (John 15:9)

Tuesday, January 6, 2015

New day, every day......

It started Christmas Day, this unsettled feeling of something just not quite right and I ignored it as best as I could.  But it was still there a week later while my Bible lay collecting dust on my nightstand, a sure sign of running from something.

Backtracking, thinking, praying.  Ah ha.  It started with a photo.  A photo on Facebook of a family I love more than most having their Christmas in my old Indian living room without us (Golly, it was tiny. How did we ever fit in all the people that we did?).  I miss them, I miss that time, I miss that home.  I miss the feeling of purpose and the shared up's and down's.  I miss.

But the miss quickly turned into 'devil static' in my head.  That ol' grating whisper of "not enough." But I was never enough.  It was all Him when living there worked well.  If He was still giving us all the grace then we'd still be in the place.

Why do we we listen to the static accusations of expectations that we were never meant to fulfill?

"For the mind set on the flesh is death, but to set the mind on the Spirit is life and peace."
                                                   (Rom. 8:6)


One of the kids asked yesterday why people make New Year's resolutions.  I answered that it's because people like a fresh start, a new slate, the chance to begin again, to leave the past behind and focus on the new.

Why do we forget that every minute is new?  Take a breath, start again this minute and the next.  Forget what lies behind.  Focus on what's ahead.  Freedom.

"But one thing I do; forgetting what lies behind and straining FORWARD to what lies ahead...I press on toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus."  
                                                     (Phil. 3:13-14)

Each second is a fresh start. As I read Ann Voskamp recently, "Fall forward."  Fall forward for His arms to catch you.  Fall forward into that new start today.  

A letter from a friend.  She reminded me that I am the 'apple of His eye.' That He loves me entirely, completely, and I'm in the palm of His hand.  How easily we forget.  How easily we get clouded in thinking that what we DO is who we are when who we ARE is simply us and Him.  Basics.

Time to take a walk and see His creation.  Time to breathe Him in.  Time to silence the 'devil static' bringing guilt and unrest and recognize it for what it is.  Time to pick up that dusty Bible and let it wash like streams of living water.  In the simple yet powerful vernacular of the Newsboys:

Back and forth like a daytime drama
Up and down like a yo-yo mama
Say there's gonna be days like this 
'Cause light and dark don't coexist

How you gonna see through the fog?
How you gonna get back on course?
You ain't never gonna feel the force
If you don't connect to the power source

The source.  Our only place of real power to fuel our lives.  

"He will tend his flock like a shepherd;
he will gather the lambs in his arms;
he will carry them in his bosom,
and gently lead those that are with young.
                                             Is. 40:11

Gentle Source of all power, fill our lives today.

Wednesday, December 10, 2014

Like unexpected spider webs.......

Ai ya!  Wei lei!  Uuff baba!  Phrases in general usage like 'Oh my goodness!' that have come second nature during parts of my life in different places.  Things you say when something completely takes you by surprise.

Once a day I go to the mail box, gather advertisement circulars, pick up rubbish that's floated into the yard and head to our rubbish and recycle bins.  As I walk through the open doorway under my front porch, pffftttt, I walk through a spider's web.

I haven't seen this spider yet, my son Aaron tells me that I don't really want to (!), but it sure is a persistent creature.  Every day I destroy part of it's web and do a frantic dance of spitting and wiping my hands through my hair, and every day it rebuilds.  And every day I keep looking down at my hands preoccupied and forget that it's there.

Last week I spent a delightful few hours with a visiting friend and former co-worker.  She caught me up on all the happenings of mutual friends around the freedom business in Kolkata where we used to share our daily lives together.  The conversation became more personal and we talked about how important it is to process the things that hurt us while living there.  Things like incredible pain that others experience through being sold into the sex trade and all that follows which, while nothing like theirs, becomes second-hand pain to us when we hear about it, live around it, and love the people in it.

We talked about what it's like to be a woman in that environment.  How we tended to try to brush off our own more minor then theirs experiences of molestation and harassment because it's 'normal' there and that's what you tend to do just to cope.  But how ignoring our own pain wasn't healthy for us in the long run.

Uuff baba.  Unexpected spider's web in the face. I was surprised how my gut still physically clenched in the present as my mind went back there.  Yet for the next couple of days I felt compelled to wear my Indian coin earrings just to have them near me because of the love that I have for the place as well. Profound love and intense pain intertwined, uncomfortable to say the least.

But to avoid the pain also means that we don't feel the love.  Numbing one also numbs the other.  We often need to go where we don't want to in our hearts so we can let healing take place.  And to let love remain.

If you're reading this you may be thinking, "Golly, I've never been sexually harassed living in a foreign red light district," and discount your own pain, whatever that may be, as well.  Don't.

What's important isn't what's caused pain, but what we do with it when, wei lei, it catches us by surprise once again.  Do we retreat?  Do we insulate?  Or do we make ourselves go where we really would like to retreat from in our hearts?  Do we allow Light and Truth to shine into our darkness to let healing begin?

I read a beautiful verse of hope the other day:

"For he will not much remember the days of his life because God keeps him occupied with joy in his heart."  (Ecclesiastes 5:20)

Oh, to live like that!  So focused on him that the world around 'grows strangely dim."  Where we're 'occupied with joy.'  Where we've let His light permeate the darkness of our journey so only the love remains.  

Photo credit:  Anita van der Mespel

Here's the start, "Into your hand I commit my spirit; you have  redeemed me, O Lord, faithful God." (Ps. 31:5)  Our spirit, the very essence of who we are.  The eternal part of us, committed into His care, the One who is faithful.  "My times are in your hand." (Ps. 31:14)

It's real.  It's possible.  It's a life-long journey of learning to trust.  Of subconsciously taking the reins back over and over, but through practice leaving them ever more firmly in His hands.  

So today, "Out in the same old life you go today as ever, but down underneath you can be nourished, by the everlasting streams of God."  (L.B. Cowman)

And when, ai ya, we're surprised by that web that brings pain yet again, we can remember that He is the God that can make, "the lame man leap like a deer, and the tongue of the mute sing for joy." And in this Advent season we can especially remember that the Father sent His son into just such a world as this to experience pain, and loss, and despair-----so that LOVE would remain.  

Photo credit: Heidi Cook

Friday, November 21, 2014

Bearing His Image....

I noticed some new lines on my face recently as I look slack-faced into the mirror. They're by my mouth and I'm certain weren't there a couple of years ago.  I've had my fair share of towards-middle-aged body angst in the past few years and I think I've come out the other side.  It's OK to look in the mirror and see this.  But still it's strange to see changes, to not quite recognize your own face.

I wondered why these particular lines and moved my face around a bit.  What I discovered surprised me!  They're not worry lines, frown lines, lines of discontent.  They're lines put there by lots and lots of SMILES.   

People tell me that I tend to smile a lot, but living inside my own skin the past ten years there were lots of days I sure didn't feel like it.  I feel a bit like I've compounded what was a relatively easy life until that point and had most of a lifetime of experiences since.  It's been exhausting at times.

So to look at my face and see smiles lines was a huge testimony to my own heart.  A testimony of the faithfulness of my Father and to HIS joy that just doesn't make sense--but is authentic all the same.


We all have those times where we feel like we're choking on dust, unable to breathe. Dust of trials, troubles, despair.  Days of feeling like we just can't take any more.  Days when we're tired of witnessing pain.  Days when we feel bloody and flayed.  Days when our own image surprises us because we look so normal, because it's just not a reflection at all of how we feel inside.  

I Corinthians 15:49 says, "Just as we have born the image of the man of dust, we shall also bear the image of the man of heaven."  

Hope!  The breath of heaven is coming.  Strength in our bones, joy in our hearts, no more decay. Come, Lord Jesus.  

"Earth has no sorrow that heaven can't heal......"
                                        ~David Crowder

One day we'll never breathe dust again.  Until then we still have a hope, a compass, a focus.  We can 'fix our eyes' on Him.  (Heb. 12:2)  In fact, that's the only security that will last!   

I saw one of those articles about how amazingly big the universe is yesterday.  Really blew my mind once again!  (The Universe is Scary) It's hard to imagine anything so gigantic while we are so absolutely insignificantly small.  And yet the Creator is unfathomably bigger still.  (Ahhh, breathe in a bit of that Heavenly air.)

"May this be our prayer, "I do not want to turn my eyes from you, O God.  There I want them to stay and not move no matter what happens to me, within and without."
                                        ~Saint Catherine of Genoa

Focused unwavering because, "You keep him in perfect peace whose mind is stayed on you, because he trusts in you."  (Is. 26:3) "The Lord is my strength and my shield; in him my heart trusts." (Ps. 28:7) "The Lord sits enthroned over the flood." (Ps. 29:10) 

So we can bring Him our dusty hearts today just exactly as we are. We can be filled with His incomprehensible joy.  We can be blessed by His acceptance and embrace His peace even if we never understand it this side of Heaven.

We can began to 'bear His image' more and more now and live a life that is nothing short of a miracle.

Here's a song that will surely help us on the way today!!!  You'll want to heart this:  Come As You Are


Wednesday, November 12, 2014

The God of Glory, Our Friend

Not really an article but a reflection to be read slowly and thoughtfully considered:

Sometimes life seems like we're going from one battle to the next. Trials happen, hurt and sorrow happen. It's easy to be consumed with the present.

But vision only comes when we take a step back, when we focus less myopically on the trials of today. When we see the road already traveled and the victories along the way that bring encouragement.  And that helps us remember WHO He is.

"And he is before all things, and in him all things hold together." 
                                                         -I Col. 1:17

God brings order.  He is the glue, the One who brings rhythm, the conductor.  Before all, in all, through all.  He is.  He is the I AM.  He is the One who has already won not only the battle---but the war.  And this is what He says:

"The Lord will fight for you, and you only have to be silent (some translations 'be still')."
                                                                    -Exodus 14:14

"But, God,.....?"  "Be silent, my child.  Be silent and trust me.  Be still and know that I AM."

"Ahhh, right, God, I forgot that for a moment." Or a few days, a month, whatever.  "When my heart is faint (overwhelmed).  Lead me to the rock that is higher than I."  (Ps. 61:2)

He is our Father, our Victor, our Champion.  And amazingly He is our friend.

"No longer do I call you servants, for the servant does not know what his master is doing; but I have called you friends, for all that I have heard from my Father I have made known to you." 
                                                                     -John 15:15
Friends with GOD.  

Selah.



Don't feel like He's there today?  Listen a bit more closely.  Shut out the noise, take time to contemplate and LISTEN.  

"Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will hear you.  You will seek me and find me, when you seek me with all your heart.  I will be found by you, declares the Lord..."
                                                                              -Jer. 29: 12-14

It's often not an instant fix, it's a process, but His Presence is worth it.  How much value do we place on that?

"But He will not reveal Himself openly and communicate His glories and bestow His treasures save on those who He knows greatly desire Him, for these are His true friends."
                                                                                                   -Teresa of Avila

Our side of the friendship: seeking Him. Showing Him that we want Him, need Him, care.  And ultimately blessing us far more in return.

The God of Glory, our friend.  

Pause and reflect.




A wee smile before you go!